I got it back.
That feeling. That desire. That need to go running. The sense that my whole day is hinged upon having a good run. It’s a feeling that’s escaped me for a long time but has happily returned.
I had a buddy in town last week and we went jogging every day. Most days I didn’t really want to go I just felt like I had to go. As I mentioned in last week’s post, he and I have a tendency to test each other’s limits. There’s a constant competition between the two of us that festers beneath everything we do. He’s a far better runner than I am and a far tougher hombre, so I constantly found myself pushing to the edge to keep up with him. We did several long beach runs in Santa Monica, a couple of swims, a two-day backpacking hike in Joshua Tree, and a lot more. And it all paid off! I woke up this morning, the day after he split town, itching to get out and be active. Not that feeling of burden where I know I should but I really don’t want to. I really wanted to. And I felt great! I went hard and long and when I was done I felt like I could retrace those four miles and do it all over again. I’ve been out running everyday for the past ten days, and each day I feel better and better. I feel like I’m finally a real runner again. I’m on my way back to marathon shape.
I’m Colorado bound Wednesday for a little snowboarding trip, so next week’s post will be from higher elevations. Here’s to hoping for some fresh powder and some good skiing!
Have a great week 365-ers!