Day of No Regrets

It is with great displeasure that I write this post informing you of my most recent trip to the doctors. Osteitis Pubis. That’s what the doctor said. It’s always a good thing when the doctor gives you a diagnosis and then has x-rays to confirm his diagnosis not the other way around. But not a good thing when the answer means I must stop running. After 3 different doctors, 3 chiropractors, body clinics, and a lot of pain, frustration and more pain, I finally have an answer to my groin issue that started in May.

When I discussed this challenge with the We Are One 365 Team back in October, I couldn’t have been more excited. Training was going well, I was incredibly goal oriented and motivated and thought that this would put even more accountability on my end to make sure that I was doing everything I could to accomplish my goals and get to the Olympic Trials, regardless of the pain I was experiencing. I was getting faster. I was getting more and more fit. But the pain was getting worse and worse. I was trying to convince myself that the pain was getting better and, for the most part, I was believing my own lie. The pain got so bad that getting in and out of cars, rolling around in bed and even sneezing caused an excruciating level of pain that I knew could not have been normal training pains. This combined with 20 mile workouts doesn’t mesh well as I was finally given a reality check. I was so pumped for the challenge, for the trials and for my overall running career that I just kept working harder and harder instead of working smart. I didn’t listen to my body which is the worst part because that is one of my biggest preaching mantras.

So as I stood in the doctors office on Wednesday, I asked him was would happen if I continued pushing through the pain, continued training and stuck to my plan. His answer was so devastatingly simple, “You will cause permanent damage and end more than just this season.” That left me with two options. Continue to be stubborn and push through and end not only my running career but any pain free athletic activity at a very young age but be able to complete the challenge or take time off, get healthy, and resume training when the bones have recovered and save not only my career but my body. It was a no brainer.

If I was able to run faster than I ever have during the past 5 months while experiencing this pain, if anything, it has given me confidence that I have a lot more than I thought if I get back at this with a healthy body and bone structure. Like I always say, always remember…never forget…no regrets. This definitely would have been a regret. Time to re-evaluate, rest, and prepare myself mentally for the next 8-12 weeks. Who knows what will happen after that but I’m pretty excited to get back to normal and then get back to work.

As the We Are One 365 team will continue this blog for the next 315 days, I will join back up with them in what will hopefully seem like no time at all. I will still be around for questions and will actually be researching more and more about recovering techniques and how to maintain my fitness during this time.

Thanks to all my followers and the support you have given me, this blog, and the We Are One 365 community. Keep up your hard work and remember to listen to your body.

We Are One 365.

AR. NF. NR.

Nick

Day 49

I have some very unfortunate news. Nick Karwoski who has been fighting through several injuries has incurred a serious injury that will prevent him from continuing the 365 Day Challenge. We cannot thank Nick enough for his commitment to our organization and please see our full tribute here, http://weareone365.org/2011/12/30/day-82/. Nick will remain a part of the We Are One 365 team and we wish him a speedy recovery.

Nick will be sending out a post later this evening or tomorrow going into detail about his situation, but the organization has decided to continue the 365 Day Challenge as a team. At least one member of our team will go for a run each day of the year and submit to this blog to continue our daily commitment to raise awareness of the daily sacrifice made by our military and their families.

I completed our first run on behalf of our organization today down in Orlando, FL on vacation with my family in Disney World. I did an evening run for about 30 minutes wearing a We Are One 365 dry fit.

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Day 48: Last Day in NH

I went on a run with my brother on my last day in NH. Although he is my younger brother, I look up to the kid. He’s got it all together and the world is literally in the palm of his hand. He keeps me motivated, striving for more, and always holds me to a higher level of accountability in everything. I love the kid. Glad I got to spend so much time with him over this holiday break. He is the best.

We Are One 365.

AR. NF. NR.

Nick

 

Day 47: My half b-day

Ran a light 3 miles. Foot is hurting. Groin is hurting. Still pushing through. Another Dr.’s appointment today. This puts the tally up to 3 doctors, 3 chiropractors, a body alignment clinic and a lot of frustration. Hopefully I’ll get some info today.

Lots of good New Year Day races out there. We Are One 365.

AR. NF. NR.

Nick

 

Day 46: BIL’s

The boys went to the gym to play ball. My foot was feeling a little better so of course I took that as an A-OK to play basketball after my run. At least I had an excuse for why I was so bad. Need the next three days to really recover and get my foot back to normal for when I return to LA. Need to start logging the miles again.

7 miles

We Are One 365.

AR. NF. NR.

Nick

Day 45: Family workout

After an awesome Christmas, the whole fam got up and went to the YMCA. My Dad, who can still kick my ass, did some biking, elliptical, and weights. My mom ran on the treadmill and did some spinning. My sisters biked next to each other and raced on the new bikes that have the race simulation monitors. My brother, brother-in-law, and soon to be brother-in-law played basketball in some heated full court battles. And I erged, ran (3), biked, ellipticalled, lifted legs, and ran some more (2). Lots of fun to workout with the fam and see everyone in such good shape. We all ate a ton of turkey and crown roast leftovers afterwards.

Safe travels to everyone as they return home to work, school, and their busy lives. We Are One 365.

AR. NF. NR.

Nick

 

Day 43: 3k race in Boston

Raced 3000 meters at the Boston University banked track this morning. I didn’t have any expectations of how the race would go. I’m in good shape and have been working hard but I wasn’t prepping for this race. If anything, this week was a down week because of injuries. My groin has been acting up and my Achilles has been having some real issues. I just wanted to get a race in while I was home so my family could see me run.

3000m is 200m short of two miles. I ran a personal best of 8:19. My foot was hurting during the warm up, stride outs and pre race sprints. Adrenaline carried me through most of the race since it was so much shorter than the races I have been doing. I wasn’t paying attention to the laps and thought I had one more to go but I didn’t. Probably a good thing that I didn’t sprint my last lap since I could barely walk on my foot afterwards. A big PR and not a bad time this early in the season. Felt very comfortable and not like I was pushing it at all.

We Are One 365.

AR. NF. NR.

Nick

Day 42: ‘Twas the night before the Boston mini meet

I’m pretty nervous for tomorrows race. I know I’ll run well but my whole family will be there so it always brings the nerves.Took this week pretty easy in order to be rested. Had a lot of issues with the groin and foot and with about 3.5 solid months of training, a week of relative rest is needed. So much work to do to run fast times this year. I’ve been working hard but laundry machines work hard. I need to start working smart.

Hopefully I’ll have some fast legs on me tomorrow.

We Are One 365.

AR. NF. NR.

Nick